idk i cry about everything all the time again and like not an hour goes by without me crying about a broken pen forgotten word in english some a little just a little harsh word from my dad or something else so tiny so forgettable i cant stand it how fucking nervous i am how i cant take anything how vulnerable and fragile i am also i am in love with my biology teacher i want him to hug me i dont like when people touch me but i want arms around me because oh god im so lonely and i cry so much and my hands hurt and eyes burn i cant control anything
its 3 am i finished everything an hour ago why cant i sleep im tired af???????
i legit dont know a person who is more worthless than me or at least equally stupid but still has the self-esteem reaching god’s palace
i spent the majority of my childhood analyzing the patterns of our carpets
"teen girls are super crazed!! it’s unhealthy!!" u ever seen a grown man when his stupid ass football team loses